just another day, started off like any other...

mmmmm.... A Cinderella Story

Glass slippers in tow
as I clickety clack to the rhythm of my pumpkin carriage

On the way to the ball
Dateless

Of course, due to some folly on my behalf
I'm not exactly the most obedient Cinderella

I think that might interfere with my
happily-ever-after

I am assuming he will be waiting there,
At the bottom of the golden staircase
In the hall of the glistening royalty

I am anticipating as usual
Expecting the same response I have sought after
For seventeen years now

Childish dreamer, your wishes are impossible

There is no spotlight, is there?
There is no chance for such a girl as I to pull it off.

Before I even arrive the seconds slams to twelve
It is midnight
And I must be on my way,
Or I shall walk inside that balcony as the pauper I truly am.

The magic fades before my hands graze the doorknob
And I forget to leave my slippers on the red carpet.

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hmmmm. soap. i'm seventeen.

crazy.

one year ago, iz told me i had to tell brittany what happened. one year ago, my parents and friends threw me an unforgettable surprise birthday party. one year ago, travis washed his car on the way home from youth group and i cried on the interior. two days later, the cat was out of the bag and the rest is history.

hmmmmm. thanks to all who responded to my last entry, it really helped. i am very blessed to have such caring friends.

im sick. really sick. i cant even count how many times i've wanted to throw up today. (hope you're not eating at this moment)

cake and cookies in puhysics, and a splendid ride home from bekah [i lack a vehicle at the moment]

eh, musical rehearsal could've been worse.

From: Garrett M.
Subject: wats up?
Date: Sun 1/22


Message: hey we havent tlked in a long time...i was just wonderin how things were...c'in if u were doin ok...just checkin up...give me a call sometime...we can hang out...ill ttyl luv ya bye

What would you think of me now,
So lucky, so strong, so proud?
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go

Half my night I waste in sighs, or something to that effect.

thats all.